Pain 1,000,000 Grace 0

I have been going through a very depressing very hurtful PAIN cycle, while up last night waiting for it to ease I wrote something about it and I am sharing it here for posterity. ( I wish this on no one, ever)

I scream at the top of my lungs
SILENTLY
So the world can continue to ignore me--
UNDISTURBED


The pain reaches deep inside of me, drawing myself inward.
I question the value of my life

 I know the answers are not in a bottle
Pills or alcohol
But for all my intelligence I can not find a 
SOLUTION

SO
in requisite obscurity I dutifully endure
Pain wins!

KNIT ON!